Okie… For now on, I’ll post my YunJae goodies 😀

starting from their Fanart book by Phoebe

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the book was amazing ! 😀

oh but the price is expensive to me TAT

its around 450 USD or 450.000 IDR


I’ll edit the post later on….


Jaejoongie?! hot and blood

Posted: October 15, 2010 in TVXQ


who is he??

it was what crossed my mind when I saw this pic…


*licks his chest*


I’M DYNG!!!!!

JEJUNGGGGGGG!!!! *so different




I’m going to hospital! I’m running out of blooooddd!!!!

Life is not just about love

Posted: October 15, 2010 in Random

I do know how it’s to love someone so deep. I can imagine the torment not to meet the heart of your life in a day. I could feel how topsy-turvy feeling if you have not heard his voice or at least have reportedly. But this time I just want to say, life is not just about love.

It is not easy. I know. But because I love you so I try to be mature. Let’s think if all things in good time. There is a time to embrace. There is time to break away from the hug. We are young, we still have to fight for our future. We may share the stories, but that does not mean we have to share our life.

If you’ve found the meaning of believe in, carry out the theory. Believe that he still loves you. Believe that he’s still thinking about you on the other side. Believe that he’s loyal to you. Believing that he does well. That way, you two can be comfortable to run your respective life stories.

Yunho and Jaejoong Exchange Diary

Posted: October 15, 2010 in Couple
I read my friend’s blog….. and she posted an entry about Yunje…
The words are so cool (haha)
she wrote something like this…. (I’ve translated it) 

Yunho, how are you? 

Drama Musical…

you’re exerting yourself…

I saw it…
you’re quitely shining from behind.

it looks like the time when we’re loving each other…

Yunho, what about me??
Am I shining too?
Shining like you, Yunho?


It hurts.

It really hurts…

I love you, Yunho….

…. Jaejoong
Aren’t you exerting yourself, either?
What happened??


I always see you.

I always see your form even if you’re away…

I want to touch you,
Until now, I still remember
Your warmth that I felt on my body..

hold on.

I don’t want them writing diary with the words like these, because it hurts me too TT

but hope they’re okay :))


Story of Lupus

Posted: September 19, 2010 in ohanaodiary, Random

I’m currently doing a research regarding Lupus Erythematosus.

It’s not for anyone but me because I wanna write a story about Lupus. And what I got was that Lupus is a deadly new disease that is equivalent of cancer. Most of patients cannot be helped anymore.

Initially, patients with this disease thought to have skin disorders, such as redness around the nose and cheek. Red blotches on face and arms, heat and prolonged fatigue, hair loss, swollen joints and often sprue. This disease is not only attacking the skin, but also can attack almost all organs in the body.

This disease mostly affects women of childbearing age to the age of 50s. And I was startled when I read those words…


I thought it only affects women but apparently men also could get that disease because the existence of genetic abnormalities in sex chromosomes make a few men in Asia are prone to that autoimmune disease.


It’s perfect!

I’ve got the story line but something still bothering me…

Can a woman who has lupus, get pregnant? Is it even possible?? O_Oa